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| yes, i have a methodology &yes this is the very first card i pulled for myself for my very first reading of myself wherein i instantiated the parameters to reveal exactly ONE CARD *thefuck* &no my very first reading was not a reading of myself *eyeroll* &no this is obviously nota-picture from the reading *double-eyeroll* for my second reading of myself (a full six-card reading, days later, &i will not map out my methodology for this reading): The Star my obstacle: The Queen of Cups i wish i were making this shit up, ya'll but i am not. *weeps* there are as many ways to interpret all of these things as there are human individuals what i do know for a fact is this is women's work it always has been &as a former student of art history you better fucking believe how fucking fucking fucking fucking pissed i was when i realized that not a single fucking fucking fucking lick of this type of art/imagery was ever presented to us as students &if it was somehow mentioned in some curriculum or blown past in a general historical study &i missed it this was by design if you understand what all of this even is or means [the thread is looking a little blue, but it is not, i drew blue chalk lines, so it might be a minute 'til it wears off] |
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| Sun's Silly Psychic Set &yes i will happily make a sort of "map" for fellow practitioners but it will not be a tapestry it will simply be a sort of BASIC MAP constructed merely of zodiac-printed fabric double-sided &trimmed in purple you will essentially receive the middle piece of this tapestry square purple around all four edges an X through the middle stitched in white &a golden square within *drool* i have created this tapestry for myself for my own use because every seer ought to do the same for themselves imho perhaps it's not necessary to make the thing with your own hands but maybe it is again my methodology is my own &no i will not be sharing it but this tapestry is seeped in my methodology: the colors the pattern the stitching &the thread color itself have all been considered &so if you are a seer yourself you will probably be able to intuit my interpretation on a general level if not specifically lol &yes that is the buddha bucket bag &no i had absolutely zero conception of using this bag in this way ^..^ i'm flying by the seat of my cups like i always have lol |
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| when i finished my green goddess skirt on monday i immediately needed jade *weeps* i've been needing to replace my jade cuff from a million years ago cause it broke but i do not force the issue but then on monday while gliding around in the skirt like a Queen i needed my new jade bad so we went to where we go to obtain these sorts of things &lo and behold my jade finally found me *weeps* not only that the lady at the shop asked me if i wanted to size it down cause "it looks big" &i was thrilled so i asked if i could keep the bead she removes &she smiled and laughed, "of course" &then she asked if there was a bead i had been eyeing to remove &i told her, "i'll take it how it comes" &when i got home i was hemming and hawing about what to do with the "extra" bead &when i was spooling a bobbin with the gold thread that i top-stitched into my map i knew exactly what to do with that bead of abundance &you wanna hear the craziest thing? before the jade i took home found me i had found this other jade &it was essentially one single bead tiny something to affix or adorn to something else &i wanted it bad &i thought i needed it &i did but then the jade i took home found me &so not only did i get the one single bead i had initially needed so bad i also got a whole bracelet of them &now my mannequin feels like an extension of me |
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| does that green look familiar? i did not have to buy one single thing to complete this set |
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KNOW THY SELF As The [Jade {or King in certain languages}] Queen of Cups I am The Star |
[end note]
re: the deck
i would consider this the "generic" deck of Tarot
the owners of this particular deck's trademark ©right
have every ramification of the names of the deck's creators/publisher on lock, ya'll
so, i call it the Pamela Colman Smith Deck
but i would have to "officially" call it the Smith-Waite Deck if i were to publish this as text that must be referenced, etc.
i have
obviously
decided to create my own deck
&this will hopefully be accomplished
before i die
lol
dear non-millennials:
if you want us to stop using "lol" at the end of our sentences
it is imperative that you know what "lol" even means
if your goal is to convince us to stop using it, lol.
i keep seeing things like, "alternatives for 'lol'"
&"convincing millennials that there are more emotions than 'lol' to evoke,"
etc.,
etc.,
&c.
here's the fundamental flaw with these types:
you are interpreting "lol" to literally mean "laugh out loud"
&this is why none of us, millennials, listen to you, non-millennials,
about anything.