07 October 2025

On The 'Impostors' Who Kill Themselves

you work so hard
you've worked so hard
you work. so. hard.
you climb
and you climb
and you climb
and one day
finally
you Arrive
and you look around
you've Arrived!
but within the ONE
you're part of the 99
cause there's an exclusivity
even within the ONE
cause most of the ONE
is/was born into the ONE
(or fucked their way into it, lol)
and so
Here you are now
back in the 99
being looked down upon
being lesser-than
cause your type comes and goes
and you certainly have zero chance of being up Here
if you don't look like Them
and really
you don't really belong up Here
with Them
among Them
cause you clawed your way up Here
like some 99'er 
like a laborer
thus
"you don't belong up Here
cause you weren't born up Here
with Us"
They say








[end note]
them bitches always be jealous
Rosé
like
duh
*laugh-cry*
&JENNIE
dah-ling
"ZEN" is one of the greatest recordings in the history of recordings
&i listen to it every single fucking day
&yes
i have one teensy-tiny issue with one teensy-tiny lyric:
"... I'ma keep it Z
Zen
Presence
Bless
Money can't buy sixth sense ..." 
when you sing "Presence" it sounds like "Pre-sents"
like you're Presenting ... JENNIE!
which is totally great
but presence is typically pronounced more like "pr-eh-zence"
"preh-zence"
so its confusing
for me
cause obviously
i am nobody
so i have zero knowledge of your intention(s)
nevertheless
i am who i am
[updated after the catastrophe]
JENNIE, dahling
stay focused
you haven't yet peaked
an award is just a frame